Thursday, November 1, 2012

I Thought I Loved her Then

Dear Paisley,
My how the time has flown! 
I can't believe you are already 5 months old this Halloween night!
And what a exciting 5 months its been.
You are our little rollie pollie girl. You roll over onto your tummy and have this pure look of amazement. You did it! You are getting so big and so strong.
You have such a fun personality and constantly have your Daddy and me laughing, 
then that gets you laughing, then we are all laughing like a bunch of goons!
The other night, you were having a hard time falling asleep so I wrapped you in my arms and sat 
in the rocking chair and started rocking you back and forth, back and forth.
I started tickling your face and singing to you and  you froze. 
Then those big blue eyes looked up at me and you gave me the biggest smile I'd ever seen.
Me and you gazed into each others eyes for what seems like forever and 
it still wasnt enough time.
I will never forget that moment.
 I felt so much love come pouring into my heart,
and I know you knew me too.
I felt your love and I thank my Heavenly Father for that special moment with my sweet girl.
Before you were born, your Daddy and I had a song. 
Brad Paisley's "Then"
(No, we did not name you after Brad Paisley)
"What I cant see is how I'm ever gonna love you more...
But I've said that before."
Paisley...5 months ago... 
I thought I loved you then.

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Ali Mills said...

Oh Lauren! I have tears streaming down my face! So precious ;) I love those moments too!

Katie said...

I love this. I already feel a little like this and I am still pregnant, so I can only imagine. And I love that song :)

Recently Roached said...

Can't handle it.
Too cute.

Love that Brad Paisley song :)

Alexis Kaye said...

she's such a cutie!